Letter To Myself

I am here. Don't listen to the ego. Just listen to the voice within, the voice that is still so quiet, but that will get louder, prouder, happier as you listen to it more. 

I know how hard this is, I know how frustrating this is. But each mistake you make, each setback you have, is proof that you're trying. It's proof of how much you want health and happiness.

But you already have it. All you have to do is let it find you. It's already within, waiting for you to stop constantly searching outside. Waiting for you to receive it.

And I know how scary it is to accept love. You don't feel like you're worth it. You don't feel you deserve it. And some days even knowing these are false beliefs isn't enough to not buy into them. That's OK. As long as you remind yourself that they're lies, go ahead and feel it. Watch what happens. See how it feels, where in your body it is. When you do, it will disappear. Like magic.

Good things are coming to you. Power, love, strength, they are on their way to you now.